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About Me Member Emotional Poet axldarkixMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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..why i havent been active on devaint art..

Wed Sep 9, 2009, 12:02 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the sounds of rain
  • Reading: text messages
  • Watching: Shane Dawson
  • Playing: Unleashed
  • Eating: Crackers
  • Drinking: Soda
Ok so..yeah you guys havent heard from me in months and i realize that. Well..to be honest..i really cant get over some shit. as you know :iconcrystalhedgie: and i broke up months ago..and be honest, it still really kinda fucking hurts me you know? And as some of you know Ive moved on sorta and dated someone else. But..that person has good and bad points. But will never fucking replace her. And yeah maybe i need to grow some nuts and move on. But you know..i still wonder why..how did i fuck up. But i decided not to talk to her about it. she moved on and found someone who makes her happy and yeah i am happy with her. But..for some fucked up reason i still love her..and all I can really do is sit on the sidelines and pray that this new boyfreind of hers doesnt hurt her. And..yeah as i said..my hearts fucking hurting..im depressed all the time..im on secondlife all damn day..and you know what. Yeah im being a fucking pussy..i feel like ill die alone and yeah i shouldnt think this. But..i fail to see proof that im wrong..my dear freinds..i love and cheerish you all..and ill never abandon you..but at this time..i beg you all..to help me..i dont know what to do anymore..i wanna stop crying..my heart fucking stings..anyway..sorry..but..i had to vent..take care my freinds..later..


~Ax

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Happy Birthday man :hug:

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They're after yer muffins, sweetheart.
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>_> my muffins get yer own D< you hs flower, go snort it
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